... !!! ... ???

Wednesday ... almost gone ...

Trying to understand what I'm feeling ... what I'm doing ... for real ...
To me ... to myself ... with my life ...

Keep thinking the same about other people ... but I can't change or even try to influence someone ... anyone ... ever ...

Like Claudio says ... "You can't get a blue car and suddenly want it to turn out red ..."
Or, best ever ... "You're not special, I'm not special ... none of us are !"

Feelings, nothing more than feelings ...
Trying to forget my feelings of hate ... Oh, well ...

Better stop for now ... a headache is approaching ... guess why ?