Sick ... ?

Dizzy ...
... dizzy ... !!!

Can't stand it ...
Actually, after facing "Panic Disorder", nothing scares me ...

But ... not to get to know what's wrong ... men ... pisses me off !!!

OK ... again ... set an appointment with a doc ... another one ...
Thousand exams ... maybe some medication ...

Here we go again .................................................................................

F* !

Worst thing will be tomorrow ... can figure already ...
Missed my day at work today, so ...

And ... whenever I say that people do not pay what it worth ...........................

Funny thing ... I always try to laugh from things that might make me pissed ...
Always try to understand other people's reasons, their motivations - or why they miss it ...
It's really easy to say to someone that you do like, care, love or feel good about, but ...
What about MEANING THAT ???
And, besides ... what's the "meaning" of saying it, if it's not how you really feel ... inside ?

The inside ... ours ... no one will ever be able to know ... unless we say !

The others ... maybe we're not even allowed to know ... unless they say !

"Life is complicated", some people says ... I thought that, by thinking as a men, sometimes, would be easier ...
Guess what I just found out ?
They, MEN, can't handle it ... NO, THEY CAN'T !!!

Maybe scares to see that "a little, pure, cute little girl" might have a little more strenght (in an outside !) than they do, themselves ...

I'M NOT SPECIAL !!! WHY SHOULD I BELIEVE IT ???

TPM ......................

To
Puta
Mesmo !!!

Que P* e essa que me corroi uma semana por mes ???
Ninguem merece ... nem eu !!! :P

Confusao de cheiros, sentimentos, gostos, amores, dissabores ................................

Loucura nos pensamentos, atitudes, na falta delas ...

Mistura de passado, futuro, presente (???) ............................

To VANISH .................. beautiful verb ................................................................

Dream on ...

... my whole day was thinking about someone ...

Who's far, far away ... but who does makes me feel fine ... good, happy ...
Someone that, whenever I think of, feel a little smile growing in my face ...
Someone that, even not close enough, I feel that I can trust in ...
Someone who might be "the one" ... even if only for a night ... THE NIGHT ...

Man ... gotta stop ... because I don't think that to keep dreaming is the best way to live ...

Gotta wait ... and see ...

Hoping and praying for the best, that's for sure !!!

As Greek Gods, they might help me (us) .................................

Kiss ... night, night ... :D

Changes ...

... as Mr. Osbourne says ... "I'm going to changes" ....................

Started, already ... LOL ........... From 12.25.2010 til today ... many ... and significant ones !

The last one ... - so far, because isn't the last ! - ... my tattoo ! My FIRST tattoo ...

:D

05.17.2010 ................ Claudio's Art ... Remelenta ... FOREVER ... in me ! ;)
Told him about doing all of his drawings ... the characters ... thought so ? :D

Oh, well ... here "she" is ...

... !!! ... ???

Wednesday ... almost gone ...

Trying to understand what I'm feeling ... what I'm doing ... for real ...
To me ... to myself ... with my life ...

Keep thinking the same about other people ... but I can't change or even try to influence someone ... anyone ... ever ...

Like Claudio says ... "You can't get a blue car and suddenly want it to turn out red ..."
Or, best ever ... "You're not special, I'm not special ... none of us are !"

Feelings, nothing more than feelings ...
Trying to forget my feelings of hate ... Oh, well ...

Better stop for now ... a headache is approaching ... guess why ?

ADOROOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!! :D

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Tive que "voltar" aqui ...

Ramones, "Blitzkrieg Bop" ! Hahahahaha ...

O que e isso, hein ??? Hein, Alem ??? Me diz !!!

:P

Chega ... vou dormir !!! Ta, ta ... vou deitar !!! Se durmo ... nao sei !!!

Insonia ? :P

03:33 AM ... So what, hnnnnnn ?

Listening to some good music (AMAZING, BTW ... "Hey, You", Pink Floyd ...)

Penso no que fazer ... comigo ... hahaha ... da vida ...

Livre ... FREE ... to do what I want ... Any old time ...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WTkiuGDRTvc

FNM - "Midlife Crisis" now ...

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!! Vou pra cama ! F*- SE !

Em Português, vai ...
(Hahaha ... como se isso fosse o incomum !!!)

Não sei ... não sei o que acontece ... como posso sentir-me tão ansiosa ... tão bem ...
Daí feliz (?) ... ah, alegre ... bem ... muito bem ...

E daí ... E daí ... ?!?
Esse misto de sentimentos, essa confusão exagerada, essa loucura ...
Totalmente DESVAIRADA ... !!!
Não sei o que me espera, agora, ali na esquina, amanhã, num outro clima ...
E isso assusta ... ah, se assusta ... (!!!)

Sentir ... querer ... pensar ... ter ... ?

"The Secret" ...............................................

Oh, no ... In English !!! LOL (:/)

Man ... quiet now ... that´s all for today, folks ...

(I do have witnesses !!! Beated ... down ... oh, my heart ... say it !)

? ... To start ... ?

LOL ................ define my day, my life, my thoughts, my feelings ...

Yes, just like this .. UNDEFINED !!!

?????

Always try to think that that's how should, MUST be ...
But, sometimes, when all that you're looking for are ANSWERS ... kinda hard to buy it !!! :/

So much to say ... but then I'll get back to the "too much thinking" part, and not too much in the mood now ... :P