Sem firulas ... sem vontade ... so desabafo ...

I 'm down on my knees again
Praying to the only one
Who has the strenght to beat the pain
To forgive all the things that I've done ...

Must be ME ...
Can't stand it ... way hurted, way in pain ...

All I can say is that my heart is BIG ... but it must be filled ... with LOVE ... all the love that I do have to give ... gotta receive back ...

Pretty confused ...

Keep thinking of how much our life can change ... and in a short period of time ... it happens ! I've seen it, over and over ... more than once, twice, three times ...
Man !!! F* ...
So, so tired ... and isn't physical ... mental, yes, and ...
AND ...

... feeling a little less ... ME ... a little less ... that devoted girl, you know ???

Fear, maybe ... old experiences, maybe ... some regret ... ? Well, maybe not ...
Can't regret of anything ... Give myself no right of doing it ... !!!

(Could someone tell me why do I THINK SO MUCH ???)